I rarely think what if in real life. Maybe in rehearsal, but outside work, not really.

What happened, happened. It is the result of my choices, and I am ready to take responsibility for them. As for other people’s choices that affected me, I cannot undo them, so I try not to waste my energy there.

That does not mean I was happy with every decision I made. I was not. But if I could slip back in time, I think I would still make the same choices. The person I am today is the result of the person I was then.

I am not always proud of myself. I am not fully satisfied either. But that is not the same as regret. I am content with who I am, with what I do, and with the fact that I have made my own way.